I embrace death
With open arms
And kiss its cold lips
Savour
Its lack of substance
Lack of pain
Forever enshrouded in darkness
I wrap myself in its shadow
As black as the moonless night
The void is calling
Its siren song in my dreams
But the faster I move towards it
The farther away it seems...

I wake in cold sweat
Only to find I am alone... I am alone!

I walk through the centuries
Never knowing what lies ahead
Marvelling at the beauty of emptiness
The tranquility of death

Breathing in the cold winters night
Enraptured by the absence of all light
Listening to the pounding of my heart
Like the drums of some oncoming armies approach.

My veins burn with desire and I long to be one with the fallen!
To be one with the fallen!

I wait for the inevitable
With open arms
And kiss its cold lips
Savour
Its lack of substance
Lack of pain
Forever enshrouded in darkness
I shall forever remain.

But the light at the end of the tunnel is nothing but a candle
And we are but moths destined for the flames.

Our bodies will turn to ashes
Our bones will fade to dust
Our lives will be forgotten
All our dreams crushed
For now desolation forms my mind’s eye.

I look forward to never looking backwards in regret!
I look forward to never looking forward again!
I look forward to the end of it all.

Reality,
Perception
Biased by our egos
Mutilated by our superegos
They are nothing to me now
I transcend these
For now I am one with the void
For now only desolation forms my mind’s eye!